yeah..i definetely think i could use a job sometime soon here...
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  Mad as a hatter and friend of Beach Boy Dennis Wilson, you believe that the Beatles song Helter Skelter is indicative of a coming race war, where the "blackies" will win. You also consider yourself a talented folksinger. You have amassed a group of female followers known as The Family, who perform killings for you and look upon you as if you were Jesus Christ. You have sex with each and every one of them, and encourage them to have sex with each other, but they're most famous for killing pregnant actress Sharon Tate.
which evil criminal are you?
  You are Jack the Ripper. Yours were some of the most brutal murders recorded in history--yet your case is still to this day unsolved. You came from out of the fog, killed violently and quickly and disappeared without a trace. Then for no apparent reason, you satisfy your blood lust with ever-increasing ferocity, culminating in the near destruction of your final victim, and then you vanish from the scene forever. The perfect ingredients for the perennial thriller. You are quite the mysteriously demented?
which infamous criminal are you?

......hmmm.....which one's better o.o? (haha)
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...ha..take this my homophobic friends :D (all in niceness though ^^)  You churned out a bunch of high quality movies from an uncredited role in Singapore Sue (1931) to Walk Don't Run (1966), working with everyone from Alec Guinness to Alfred Hitchcock, through Katherine Hepburn and Marilyn Monroe. Your birth name was Archibald Leach - but that didn't stop you from being a mega-successful, international movie star. You were also as gay as a Cornwall beach house; a long-running fling with fellow article Randolph Scott, who you lived with for many years, was followed by five unhappy marriages. You always denied your homosexuality, but being gay wasn't acceptable to a mainstream audience back then - and let's face it, you're pretty much a repressed stereotype.
Which homosexual are you?

hey, i need things to do-lol

...after our last exams on thurs., FOART (my lunch table :D) decided to have an impromptu meeting at the library and then hang out. My last exam was band, and of course the exam was more opinion than anything ^^;, so we were allowed to leave after we were done (which was like...8:30?-lol) so i stayed until about 9:30 to hang out (sniff...he's gonna be forever busy now TT__TT) and walked to the library where i was going to meet FOART, but it turned out only jenny and kelly came O_O. so we ended up walking around, got yelled at by this lady in snowball bookshop (hey--there was NO sign saying i couldnt touch the books o.<), and watched RHPS at jenny's ^^.
.....oddly enough they both live reeeally close to me, adn i never knew it O_O
then yesterday i went w/my friends to peabody's to watch my friend's band play. they were like, one of the best bands there, but they trew water off the stage (which theyve done before) and somebody's drum got water on it, so they complained about it, and they got kicked off ;o;. kinda odd. they seemed like pansies (other band) either way, i cant hear (lol) and i sole cena's beanie, which kicks arse.
......oh and marinara sauce are good as shots ^^...

I thought I'd be unique today and wear a dress to school since i never wear them anyways (well..except holidays at church ^^;). i was going to go home and change since i got to get out of second period (XD) but "awww~youre not going t wear it all day?"...that kinda really persuaded me (ah, im so easily persuaded o.< -lol)
....i made a deal thatd i'd stay in the dress if kevin didn't leave after his biochem test...but he left before lunch (and before i got back). so i had to wear the dress all day and like hell  i'd wear one with no reward (lol...got it from another phrase)
oh well...i mean he prolly didnt have to stay and prolly really wanted to go home, but he left before lunch TT__TT....but at least i got told i looked cute ^.^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ oh- after about 1.5 hrs of studying i decided it'd be funner to chalk...so i ended up doing my whole algebra 2H study guide on my driveway ^^;
     i really hope it doesnt rain tomorrow (lol)
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..................how can it be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?? o.O

 really, i dont have anything interesting to say.
....kind of like on July 4 18something (w/e we had independence day) the king of england wrote in his journal: "july 4, nothing of importance happened today."
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.......i do have exams tomorrow. but i get to leave 2nd period since I'm hummel's helper :D but i think ill come back to lunch so i can hang out w/kevin,jen and FOART ^^ which by the way, qwe're onna have to drag about 5 more of those round tables together (we laready have two of them everyday) since we prolly will have about 30 people there :D.
..........but the more, the merrier,right?................right???
and i dont want summer vacation to come (oddly enough) it seems that i can never keep up talking to people since im so anti-phone O.< and probabally everybodys going to be busy..(me busy? haha. like that'll ever happen) and somehow i think im just going to end up getting lost in the shuffle and forgotten about. then I'll come back next year and everybody'll be like "who''s that????.....oh yeahhhhhhhh- thats emily! i remember her now!"  ill just end up being forogtten, like that stuffed animal every one had when they were little. when they find it, they remember how they used to love it and stuff, but when its not around they forget all about it.

......he's gonna be back tomorrow night :D
....and im babysitting for someone at my church tonight ^^
.......but he'll be back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *lol*

.:listening to:. "Do you believe in magic"-  the lovin spoonful  (^^;)
.:baking:. raspberry brownies and cookies :9
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my friend mike brought in his 6 and 7th grade yearbooks since i asked him to bring them in ^^
...isnt it amazing how every year you think you have this kick ass picture, only to find out 2 years later it was probabally one of the worst ever taken of you o_O; (happens a lot to me)...
but anyway, i have a lot of friends from highlnd it seems and now i have all their old pictures XD...hmm-i feel a little blackmailish now *lol* like that one time someone got a hold of my 8th grade pic ^^ (im just glad he didnt get and of my other old OLD ones :D)
...other than that nothing much interesting to say..

...ive been on here to long...my eyes are buggin out O_O *haha*

...i've SO felt like that before...
....and now i KNOW im on here too long...my comp. keeps playing this annoying as hell fly noise... >_<  *buzzbuzzbuzzbuzz*

let me just say first off that when im mad, i tend to be really sarcastic (im a bad sarcastic, but i cant helpt but make cutting remarks and stuff when im mad ^^;). So on the day before kevins DI team had to leave i think i bit his head off (again....grrr..why do i do that? i dont want to..) as i remmeber i said somehting along the lines of "fine. see you later" and walked away.....
.....thats my problem! well, that and the fact he's not getting back until sunday afternoon TT__TT...
...i just really didnt want him to leave and be mad at me....i didnt want him to leave and me be mad at him. It just bugs me when i do stuff like that because i REALLY end up regretting it later. and that later would be 2 days later. so im kinda just waiting for him to come back so i can apologise to him
...and then on tues., besides kevin being gone, i met one of my friends who i havent seen in AGES who got into a car wreck and is in crutches! o_O and then i met w/someone else who i havent seen in a while either and i ended up talking to him while he was walking to his art class. and then one person i never really talk to at all comes up and started to talking to me (it gets better ^^) he starts talking about this problem hes having- it seemed like it was kinda personal, but he was telling me-and he never really talks to me! (it was kinda fun ^^) so that was the weirdness on monday.
.....oh and all through this week since last thurs. ive had this horrible hives/bug bites/whatever they are (i havent really figured that out yet O_O;) and they itched a lot..but i have medicine for it...
..and then i had some oddness today, but i dont feel like writing it out-maybe i will later ^^
....and then i had this fetish to watch the disney version of robin hood an marian said this quote that kinda hit me o.o "absence makes the heart grow fonder.."
which so totally was spiffy :D hopefully its true! but then she said the bad part (she HAd to put in a downfall?? TT__TT)
"or farther.."
.....im hoping fonder....

......it happened again! dammit, i hate it when it happens 9_9.....i went back to school on fri, and i thought it was going to be normal, but apparently k seemed to put up this whole "i'm untouchable" wall...again.
....and i'm not one of those people who can just jump into anyone's convos or seem to make any first moves, so this is hell for me to deal with (O_O)....and then on sat. we had a band party, and i recall him asking me a couple of times if i was gonna wear a bathing suit, and i dont really know (or like) to swim that much. But since he asked me, i sucked it up (hey, i was going to be w/kevin, so i didnt mind) and went swimming. when he got there though, he seemed to almost avoid me or something whenever i came near, he seemed to go the other way.
....and putting in tampons is a whole different kind of hell. I wasted like 8 of them O_O (newat it...why would anyone wanna walk w/something literally up their ass???) but thats not the point..
....So that pissed me off. Then it took me a hell of a long time trying to find the damn gym (i went everywhere-believe me-lol) and when he did, no convo or anything. (and i was still mad about the whole bathing suit thing) then he was like "where's the love?"...well, i HADNT intended on not being so bitchy, but given things i was kind of pissed. I wish i wasnt though, because i tend to be a horrible sarcastic when i am.
....And that leads me to today. I thought maybe things'd get better and iw as gona apologise for being bitchy. but then i dunno, the wall cme up again. like he's some freakin god or something. I dunno if it's cause he's going to globals or what, but it seems everytime he goes to a competition he gets this hol "dont touch me thing" going on. (i artfully described it to corrinne while singing it like oscar did in shark tales ^^;..and it kind of scared her..but we're always odd like that so it was funny XD)..and then i was hoping to talke to him after band today, but he said he had to leave ASAP (i guess) and i tried to follow him, but couldn't find any words to describe how i felt (dammit, why does that happen to me?)..i was kinda hoping..^.~ ...yeah (lol, if he reads this, he might know what i mean..but he prolly doesnt know anyways) since, i dunno, hes going to be gone for a WEEK.
....or maybe im just being overly dependent and over reacting, but i cant help but worry..and its driving me crazy, i dont know whats going on 9_9
.....and ive tried to cry, since thats what i usually do what im sad or depressed, but since i seems to have this happen a lot to me recently, i can't find anymore tears to cry.  there are some, oh yeah, those arent fun- but im just egtting fed up with this and i wish i could stop being so fucking hesitant/paranoid and wanna be one fo those outgoing people who mgiht actually be able to get the answer out of him.
...And, not to be mean, but maybe after globals this'll go away TT__TT (btu i hope they do good anyways)